Jun 02, 2005 22:39
well sittin here
wonderin where kev is as usual hahaha owells
prolly at marks..
he was suppose to change his oil
and come back i think>""?
idk w.e hha
is dad says if he doesnt start doin things around the house like
mowin lawn like he said he would
his dad wont give him rides to work no more
so that sucks
i def dont want this to happen all summer
thats why i flipped out the other day real bad
cuz kevin either way will be wokrin alot
then he will be real tired
and wanna sleep for a bit get sum food
and then prolly end up chillin wit friends
so im never gonna really be able to see him
or talk to him much
its all begining hahaha that sucks huh
this is the only ONLY reason i got so upset the other day
cuz i figure either way
im never gonnna see him
and ever nite in the summer
after im done watchin my sis and doin everything
in the house when my dad gets back from work
he said i can go out and do w.e i want
so id be able to see kevin every nite.. and then sum on the weekends too
so this sucks haha owell
im sure things will work out
at least i hope
thats why i flipped out the other day
im never gonna see him
working sleepin friends.. geeze it sucks..
owell ill live
i love him lots
and he loves me lots too
so im hope-ing!!!! everything goes as planned..
<3<3<3
love you babys
i just miss you so muchQ!!!!@!@!@!WQE$!@#!@~!@
i left somethin in ur journal for ya
:-/