a toast
Since I spent most of the time that I've been awake today being productive, it is most definitely time for me to waste a little. I am psyched about life. I have a horrible headache and was in the hospital yesterday... but life is good. w00t for percoset!
Anyway... life is great. I'm busy busy busy... and i'm not allowed to work (a good and bad thing simultaneously). I'm not allowed to work because I'm on percoset. Mike got really pissed at me today... I gave him a doctors note yesterday. He got whiney today. Little bitch. Anyway... I'm paranoid that I'm going to lose my job because I'm sick... which technically they can't do, but they'll find a way. That would suck, especially because I was kinda hoping (and was first in the running) for FT for the summer. Eh... we'll see what happens. in the meantime it's good that I can't work because I have an 8 page research paper due next week and a comp project that I need to get finished. The comp project will probably take another 9 hours or so of dedication. Which sucks. And then there's props stuff to boot. This week is long. I have to do an analysis of a piece for Music History too... which is fun, but takes energy.
I am really happy with the people in my life who are staying around. I have some really great friends... and those people, even if they do stupid things sometimes, will always be there. That's what I've learned in the past few months. People come and go... there will be good friends who fuck up and leave you in a lurch... and there will be people who suck and treat you like shit... and then there will be those few who no matter what will always be there... haha, even if you don't want them to be.
I'm glad that I have a few of those.
So here's to me loosening up about life and letting go and having fun... WHILE going after the things that I want. ::Raises Glass::
Now off to Friday's to get drinks!
Anyway... life is great. I'm busy busy busy... and i'm not allowed to work (a good and bad thing simultaneously). I'm not allowed to work because I'm on percoset. Mike got really pissed at me today... I gave him a doctors note yesterday. He got whiney today. Little bitch. Anyway... I'm paranoid that I'm going to lose my job because I'm sick... which technically they can't do, but they'll find a way. That would suck, especially because I was kinda hoping (and was first in the running) for FT for the summer. Eh... we'll see what happens. in the meantime it's good that I can't work because I have an 8 page research paper due next week and a comp project that I need to get finished. The comp project will probably take another 9 hours or so of dedication. Which sucks. And then there's props stuff to boot. This week is long. I have to do an analysis of a piece for Music History too... which is fun, but takes energy.
I am really happy with the people in my life who are staying around. I have some really great friends... and those people, even if they do stupid things sometimes, will always be there. That's what I've learned in the past few months. People come and go... there will be good friends who fuck up and leave you in a lurch... and there will be people who suck and treat you like shit... and then there will be those few who no matter what will always be there... haha, even if you don't want them to be.
I'm glad that I have a few of those.
So here's to me loosening up about life and letting go and having fun... WHILE going after the things that I want. ::Raises Glass::
Now off to Friday's to get drinks!