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[chrissysue]

Meh. I'd be angry but I've dealt with this before. Trust me, my ties aren't deep and this hardly has any emotional pain. I just thought maybe it'd be different, but it never changes. People don't change and that's a harsh lesson we all learn as we get older. I've come to learn that there are very few people I trust. That's the same reason why I don't go around flaunting my relationship problems. I keep my business between myself and whom it concerns. Occaisonally, if a friend asks how I am, I respond with, "Oh..well, there's drama.." but never, ever, do I go into specifics. Because they do not know me enough to pass judgement and they do not know the other parties involved. The only person who knows me well enough to judge me is Matt, and he's the one person who doesn't judge me.

Anyway.. Thanks for the disappointment, I really needed it. You've never been there for me and I was prepared for you not to be. I'm glad I kept my guard up.

Tomorrow is fathers day so today i am on the hunt for my daddy a present. Yesterday was shitty and today is looking that way. I hate being depressed, but oh well.