Mmmmm- Anal Sex! (Why are you reading my journal if you don't want to know?!)
First, a little background. I used to absolutely be against anyone touching my bum hole at all, especially because whenever anyone did it hurt and was really uncomfortable. A year or so ago I was with one person who actually made it feel kind of good and since then I've been a lot more open to the idea of trying anal sex again (I tried it with my ex and it just plain hurt) and I've actually been really curious about doing it. My bf has only had a failed attempt at anal (like me) and so we've talked about doing it a lot and were basically waiting on me to be ready to try again. I have been wanting to try again but it just hasn't been something that has come up and I've been like, hey, yeah, lets do that right now! (In fact, my bf teased me because he didn't think I'd really ever want to do it.)
So anyways, a fascinating thing happened yesterday. Lately I've been playing with my asshole a lot when masturbating (for lots of reason I won't get into) and a few times my vibrator has slipped into my bum on accident about a quarter to a half inch and it hasn't hurt or anything, but still, I had no intention of sticking something in my ass. Then I was playing around, and all of a sudden, my vibe was in my bum. Completely. All of it. I was really shocked because it didn't hurt or anything. I used to get all tense any time anything was close to my asshole but because I'd been doing it more recently apparently I was getting more used to it and relaxed and I my vibe was all lubed up and then - whoops! Anal penetration!
So I actually told my bf shortly after because I was kind of excited by it and he asked see, so I lubed up my vibe and put it in my bum, no problem. Both of us got really excited because it actually felt really good, it didn't hurt and I wasn't all clenched up and uptight about it.
Later last night, we tried anal sex. God it was HOT!!! Maybe it was just because it's taboo or because it's something neither of us had done before, but both of us thought it was just amazing. I fingered myself while he was inside my bum and I could feel him. By playing with myself I quickly came to an orgasm and so did he. Man it was hot. Hot hot hot hot HOT!!!
In addition to be really exciting though, it was actually a really special thing. Neither of us had done it before and it was kind of like losing our virginities all over again. A little nervous, excited, scared, fun and really pleasurable all in one.
I never thought it would be something I enjoyed that much and I never thought it would feel that good. Who knew!
If you read that, I hope I didn't shock the hell out of you! A lot of the people close to me know how I open I am about sex, but I don't think that many of my lj buddies know, so, hi! I talk about sex openly and without shame! It's fun!