It's the hardest thing to have your Mother taken away from you.

Oct 31, 2006 22:39

It was the middle of September. I called my Mother to see how she was, I knew she was not doing so good. I could tell in her voice that she was fading away...
I knew my Mother was sick with cancer. I wanted to surprise her, just to see how she was. I flew to Okinawa, to see how she really was... The first night, I really don't know if she knew I was home. She was so Ill that she couldnt come up off the bed to greet me. It was so angry, hurt, confused, and so fucken pissed.
It was September 16th it was her check-up. The Doctor said we should keep her in the hospital. We were on an ambulence and we took a ride to the hospital. We had to stay there 24 hours to watch her.
The drugs killed her thinking. She wanted to remove her oxegen mask, she didnt want to eat... as she did was slept..
The day I was to fly back to the state September 22nd, she passed away at 8:17am. I was just out the door to say goodbye and say see you later,but then my Dad called the house phone. He said she passed away....................................................................................................................................................

It is so hard...... It has been a month and I still dont know what the hell to do. I put on a fake face.
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