Be the change you wish to see in the world.

[chrissy_goes_gr]

I just finished the fourth season of Sex and the City.
I started it yesterday.

How could I finish a whole season's worth of show in two days?
Could it be that men seem to come easily in this fictionalized New York or is it that Carrie still manages to look fabulous while click clacking on her laptop, questioning the City, the friends, and, of course,

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[starsniper]

Love's a fickle thing. It comes to some people easily, but to others, it takes a while. It all really depends on how much a person's willing to open up themselves to possibilities. The people who fall in and out of love a the drop of a hat are optimistic and open to everything, but at the same time, unconsciously, they've closed themselves to commitment and a sense of realism. I haven't seen Sex and the City in ages but I remember wondering what living a life like those girls would be like. What I've found is that they don't show you how frustrating it is knowing that you can attract people and fall in love, but you can't stay in love or something happens and it ends. It's like a repeated cycle of events and you wonder if you'll ever find that fairytale you dreamed up as a little girl.

All sorts of emotions are fleeting really. A few days ago, I didn't think it'd be possible for me to feel giddy, happy, love at first sight ever again, but look what happened lol. I think it's also getting out of your house and meeting new people. Don't do what I did lol. I finshed the first season of CSI in about 3 or 4 days and I'm starting to work on Supernatural. But those 3 or 4 days, I was pretty misearable having nothing else to do except watch that or think about a failing relationship and practice piano. It makes for a miserable existance.

Right now, I'm volunteering at Walter Reed hospital and despite the fact that it's a hospital and there's people there who've lost not only their best friends, but their legs and arms and various other limbs, they still manage to put on a smile and say hello and ask you how you're doing. It's nice. Even the civillians in the hospital are friendly. You can stop in the hall and have a nice short conversation with anyone practically. It's nice. Different people just put a whole new perspective on life, no matter how long or little they stay in yours.

There's a bunch of ways to fall back in love with life depending on the person. It's just a matter of trying something new I guess.