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Sorry for not being the best commenter lately.
Anyway, today ballet was really good and we worked on turns a lot and Im so bad at the and I got really mad at myself and it was bad and i felt bad. Then me, Linds, Shana, and Cait went to Mannen for dinner and orderred way too much food and we couldt pay so we called my mom and made her bring her credit card cuz we were paying in quarters. So funny. Pointe was really good but sad because karen says that we can't have our own mini recital cuz we arent ready yet (im only in the pre pointe class cuz of a) my knee b) i started in the beginning of the year c) I havent done it since like 6th grade) So that bumbed me out a little bit.
After pointe I stayed for an hour to work with Karen privately. So much fun and I love that woman to death, but damn do my feet hurt. I have a blister on my left pinky(purple scooby doo band aid), and a popped blister on my left big toe(blue care bear band aid from JULIE!) and right pinky toe(navy spongebob bandaid).
Lots of pmsing in the mix there too. Soo, while today wasn't that exciting and I was mood swining, it. I still enjoyed it a lot. I was in a bad mood when I got home but I took a shower and those help me feel better.
After my shower I put on my pjs which were low pants and a short shirt and i was like dancing around my moms room and she said she was concerend that I was getting too skinny. That is honestly the best thing I have ever heard her say to me in my entire life. Since about November she has been so concerened with me loosing weight and exercizing and now I'm okay and I can stop worrying about how I look. It may seem like no big deal, or that I've been like anorexic or something but Im not. I swear. I tried but I don't have the self will to do it and I gave up after a few days. I'm still not happy with the way I look completely but it's a start if my mom is behind me backing me up.
As many of you know my mom and I don't get along that well. We havent fought since Easter which I think is absolutely amazing. Ive even been talking to her about things like friends and guys, even looks which she is completely clueless about ("why do I have to wear make up chrissy!") Despite all the fighting that goes on, I really really do love my mom. Its just hard to notice sometimes I guess.
Sara wrote this is Lauras LJ and it made my evening because it is so true:
As for you guy problems .. think of it like this ..Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they're afraid of falling & getting hurt. Instead they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't good, but easy. So the apples at the top think that there is something wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. That is why we just have to be a little patient & the right boy, the one who takes a chance to find the good, right apple will come someday. I love you Sara!
Karen says my shoulders are always really tense and I need to loosen up because they look funny sometimes. Anybody good at massage?
Anyway, today ballet was really good and we worked on turns a lot and Im so bad at the and I got really mad at myself and it was bad and i felt bad. Then me, Linds, Shana, and Cait went to Mannen for dinner and orderred way too much food and we couldt pay so we called my mom and made her bring her credit card cuz we were paying in quarters. So funny. Pointe was really good but sad because karen says that we can't have our own mini recital cuz we arent ready yet (im only in the pre pointe class cuz of a) my knee b) i started in the beginning of the year c) I havent done it since like 6th grade) So that bumbed me out a little bit.
After pointe I stayed for an hour to work with Karen privately. So much fun and I love that woman to death, but damn do my feet hurt. I have a blister on my left pinky(purple scooby doo band aid), and a popped blister on my left big toe(blue care bear band aid from JULIE!) and right pinky toe(navy spongebob bandaid).
Lots of pmsing in the mix there too. Soo, while today wasn't that exciting and I was mood swining, it. I still enjoyed it a lot. I was in a bad mood when I got home but I took a shower and those help me feel better.
After my shower I put on my pjs which were low pants and a short shirt and i was like dancing around my moms room and she said she was concerend that I was getting too skinny. That is honestly the best thing I have ever heard her say to me in my entire life. Since about November she has been so concerened with me loosing weight and exercizing and now I'm okay and I can stop worrying about how I look. It may seem like no big deal, or that I've been like anorexic or something but Im not. I swear. I tried but I don't have the self will to do it and I gave up after a few days. I'm still not happy with the way I look completely but it's a start if my mom is behind me backing me up.
As many of you know my mom and I don't get along that well. We havent fought since Easter which I think is absolutely amazing. Ive even been talking to her about things like friends and guys, even looks which she is completely clueless about ("why do I have to wear make up chrissy!") Despite all the fighting that goes on, I really really do love my mom. Its just hard to notice sometimes I guess.
Sara wrote this is Lauras LJ and it made my evening because it is so true:
As for you guy problems .. think of it like this ..Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they're afraid of falling & getting hurt. Instead they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't good, but easy. So the apples at the top think that there is something wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. That is why we just have to be a little patient & the right boy, the one who takes a chance to find the good, right apple will come someday. I love you Sara!
Karen says my shoulders are always really tense and I need to loosen up because they look funny sometimes. Anybody good at massage?