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[chrissy2themax]

I know this is weird, but right now I really want a boyfriend. Its not that I want to go out to parties and hook up and be crazy, i just really want somebody to sit and talk to and listen to me and love me right now. Ive been thinking about everybody thats been going out for like 6 months or a year or whatever though, and I know I can't have that now. Until next september at least. Its really really hard to accept that. Not that I even have any guys to worry about right now though. Right now I feel like being such a girl and wearing somebodys big ridgefield varsity jacket and getting cute voicemails and walking to class holding hands and just being together. I feel so pathetic and stupid but I can't help it.

Make this ride as fast as I can
Tonight this road home feels a little longer
I hope you know that you were my best friend
Tonight I said goodbye, but I should have said more
Thanks for the best time of my life.
Come home, now that you're gone I've finally realized
That you were the best
Come home, I won't forget the times that we had
I'm wishing that you weren't a part of my past
Emptiness swallows this town
From now on I will be alone for good
Will you remember my name?
I'm hoping that I will hear from you soon
Thank you for everything
Come home, now that you're gone I've finally realized
That you were the best
Come home, I won't forget the times that we had
So please don't be a part of my past