long time.
so i haven't been on here in forever. literally. alot has been going on. josh joined the marines. he left for bootcamp july first and its been a tough life ever since then. but i'm learning a lot and its making me a better person. its also good for our relationship. we just passed the two year mark on new years. he had to go back last night though and it was horrible. by far the worst goodbye. my heart is still hurting today. we got out of school today but we go back tomorrow. i'm almost done though only a few more months. i'm excited for college but scared. i need to figure out where i'm going too. well i need a shower. i've been laying in bed all day eating food to try and make myself feel better. i'll probably try to start writing in here again.