i cant sleep..

Nov 19, 2005 23:16

i cant sleep. one of my older neighbors died tonight. it got me to thinking. like hardcore thinking. my great grandpap that pretty much raised me isnt do so great i guess. my nana tries to not tell me about it but she thinks i should know even though i really dont want to. and its just really hard.

then i started thinking about losing people that you really care about but are still here. people that your close to and you need them to be there for you. they say they always will be but i've come to find eventually they wont be and your gunna be alone. that too sucks.

there are so many things i want back. but half of them you cant. and i really miss people that i used to talk to all the time but they seem to of vanished. well not really i know where they are but we just dont talk? yeah i dont know.

i dont even feel like typing anymore. im leaving.

~*Don't pass someone you care about without telling them that you do, kuz you never know when that person will no longer be there.*~

We only want what we cant have but never know what we've got 'till its gone

I remember when getting high meant swinging at the playgrouns. The worst thing you could get from a girl was cooties. Race issues were who could run the fastest. The only thing you smoked was the tires on your bike. Life was so simple and carefree, but the thing I remember the most was wanting to grow up.
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