It was a crime, i never told you bout the diamonds in your eyes
So now its been even longer since ive logged on or legit used live journal.
I look back on the entries and just cant believe how self absorbed i once was.
or atleast thats how it seems now.
still with sean.
still in rochester.
still smoking ciggs and drinking coffee, but also love jd.
was supposed to get married..
not ready anymore.
sept 29 nanny passed
june 2 mom followed.
jesses growling at me to go out
in a second.
i have a meaningless job, manager at charlotte-russe
miss my family
heathers in ohio
its like everything i took for granted, everything i didnt realized meant the world to me has been ripped away. i never thought at 22 life would be like this. i guess i was naive and always expected my mom to be around. and that maybe nana was invincible. now all i have left is grampy.
ha 22. now a days i feel more like 52. we never go out anymore. maybe this weekend that will change.
dog must go out now
And maybe someday we will be
Away with the wind we'll go
By the sea we'll float
And away with the wind we'll go
A million miles away
And you'll say maybe someday we will be
And you'll say please please
Don't tear your heart from me
Away with the wind we'll go
By the sea we'll float
Away with the wind we'll blow
By the sea we'll float
Down along the way
I look back on the entries and just cant believe how self absorbed i once was.
or atleast thats how it seems now.
still with sean.
still in rochester.
still smoking ciggs and drinking coffee, but also love jd.
was supposed to get married..
not ready anymore.
sept 29 nanny passed
june 2 mom followed.
jesses growling at me to go out
in a second.
i have a meaningless job, manager at charlotte-russe
miss my family
heathers in ohio
its like everything i took for granted, everything i didnt realized meant the world to me has been ripped away. i never thought at 22 life would be like this. i guess i was naive and always expected my mom to be around. and that maybe nana was invincible. now all i have left is grampy.
ha 22. now a days i feel more like 52. we never go out anymore. maybe this weekend that will change.
dog must go out now
And maybe someday we will be
Away with the wind we'll go
By the sea we'll float
And away with the wind we'll go
A million miles away
And you'll say maybe someday we will be
And you'll say please please
Don't tear your heart from me
Away with the wind we'll go
By the sea we'll float
Away with the wind we'll blow
By the sea we'll float
Down along the way