Jan 22, 2005 12:26
ive had to much time on my hands. being jobless and all. i get things done tho. my house is clean. im reading on the road by my good ol'friend jack. i love this book. it makes me want to be able to just go cross country with a few bucks in my pocket.. enough to get food smokes and buses if needed like he did... but then again that was so long ago and it was ok to hitch hike. not like now a days. and i bet his smokes didnt cost $5.21. but its a good idea anyways. to just go to the west and start over. ofcourse he had friends to meet up with. i wouldnt mind making new ones.
so today that big snow storm is supposed to come. im not looking forward to it. i should be out getting a job but im just going to wait it out till after all the snow. me and heath got marb 27 buy on get one.. so theres 4, i think we should be set.. but she does smoke alot. and then we also got some food. i made salad wraps. bought some lucky charms that im going to have a little bowl of in a few.. with some sex and the city to amuse me. maybe call gnc and bug seany :)
hes going to try to make it over here. his boss is crazy and wants him to work tomorrow open to close.. which would be his 4th day in a row.. and only crazy because it will be soo effin shitty out and his boss lives closer. you would think youd want to keep your only associate safe and able to come in on monday.. when hes schedualed once again. oh well atleast one of us has a job.
im just going to be sad if its to bad for him to come here and keep me and heather company. because if he works tomorrow.. that means he cant come here.. he cant help shovel out my grandparents, and we dont sleep together. which will be wierd. since this is the first relationship where i havent slept alone since like 2 weeks before we even started going out.
2 days ago was 3 months.
everything is great. he is amazing. im now over things that happened with craig. and actually really happy it happened. while i did have fun with him.. im so much more happier with sean, and i do believe craigs happier with what hes doing also. so i guess it all worked out in the end.
well off i go.. maybe more on the road.. maybe more sex and the city.. or a movie.. probably more cleaning.
everyone stay warm and safe!
...lets hope we dont get as much as they say.. or to california i go. i hate the fucking snow.
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