No reason.
I haven't updated in a while, and it's because I was depressed, as I
found out. I was falling asleep all the time and I didn't want to do
any homework, but I was really worried about all of my tests &
projects & papers which were all happening at the same time. So, I
stopped being depressed after that. But anyway, Dad made me go to a
doctor, Serge Poulin. I'm going to have a blood test this weekend and
they are going to test for all sorts of things, including drugs, but I
know I'll pass. But anyway, Dr. Poulin told me I was depressed, and Dr.
Kronk also told me I was depressed, so I think that's what happened.
And now I can't sleep in my room anymore because my parents want me to
be sleeping closer to them. I get the upstairs room, now, which sucks
because living in the basement was like the best thing about my life.
But that's all OK. I'm going to make the move as temporary as I can by
insisting that all my furniture remain downstairs and then
"accidentally" falling asleep down there once in a while. Another thing
which I would like to try is going to bed early, around 8:30, maybe,
and then waking up at around 4:30 and doing all of my homework then. It
sounds pretty cool to me, and I would be able to completely avoid my
parents that way, by just sleeping. So I tried to update my journal
downstairs tonight, and then dad came downstairs and yelled at me, so
now I'm sitting in bed with the laptop on top of my lap. I'm looking at
the generic, corny Bob Dylan icon I have, sorry that it's my icon, but
so, so happy it exists. That light in front can be so blinding
sometimes, you don't know for whom you're performing. The effeminite
person who plays Riff Raff is really, really cool. I need to watch this
movie again and again. OK. My eyes are finally getting heavy.