Dec 28, 2013 15:04
The holidays were wonderfully annoying. I find myself feeling sad and angry and just fed up with this little life of mine. I'm single and the power of the vag is something I have tried to conquer in the past. Sometimes, my handsome Italian Irish looks got me somewhere. I actually stuck my pickle in the river, in fact, my dick has floated down many rivers. It's just that paychecks and my lack of street cred leaves my love life as dead as a corpse. It does not matter if you are a nice guy or become the best boyfriend because money and normalcy is the key to getting and keeping the girl. Money and normalcy are two things that I do not have...
Seeing Dr. Zappa was a good experience. I felt calm to let shit out of my system that I end up venting regrettfully to my few friends. I should all send them apology cards for having to endure my uplifting look at my anxiety problems...
I think I need to stop worrying about pleasing others and stop giving a shit. It may be morally wrong to shut your cellphone off on someone but I am seriously cannot tolerate the idiot person I call 25, who starts complaining to me about money yet continues to earn money. If you hate something so much, do you continue to use it?! He's a stupid little Italian prince from suburbia, married to a squeaky blonde and loves music so much that he only listens to his OWN!!! I think I need to take some time off from hanging out with this guy. None of my friends I find annoying but he's always gotten me annoyed...