more rambling
ive been debating this whole thing a lot but i think im almost straitened out. i like him, i really do. i dont know what he thinks which is why we are in desperate need of talking if he ever gets the balls to call me.
wow. mood change. this is what pisses me off. how physically he can be with me as much as he wants but when it comes to having a relationship he cant even pick up the damn phone.
but anyway i decided im just gonna explain to him when he does this stuff that he doesnt have to go by what he thinks the rules of relationships are and that he should just be himself.
unless hes just avoiding me cuz he cheated on me or is thinking of a way to break up with me.
either way this kid is gonna get a beating when hes back.
but i still have to wait 3 weeks for that. and i have a feeling hes not gonna call until then cuz hes STUPID. oh bugger. ha.
i need to stop worrying
wow. mood change. this is what pisses me off. how physically he can be with me as much as he wants but when it comes to having a relationship he cant even pick up the damn phone.
but anyway i decided im just gonna explain to him when he does this stuff that he doesnt have to go by what he thinks the rules of relationships are and that he should just be himself.
unless hes just avoiding me cuz he cheated on me or is thinking of a way to break up with me.
either way this kid is gonna get a beating when hes back.
but i still have to wait 3 weeks for that. and i have a feeling hes not gonna call until then cuz hes STUPID. oh bugger. ha.
i need to stop worrying