Damn Hallmark
So yeah, just finished watching "Front of the Class" and it was wonderful. It's about a guy who has Tourette's syndrome and about his struggle to become a teacher he always wanted to be. But, damn, that movie made me cry. I cried when one of his students died because of cancer. I cried when he had a heart to heart talk with his dad. I cried when he received an award. It's weird, lately, my emotions have been in check since I began taking some natural stuff to help, but tonight...tears were running down my face. It was just so nice to see him overcome one of his fears of dating someone and how she loved him despite his condition. That part, I will admit, I was envious. Then again, to find someone who I love and to love me in return is a dream of mine that seems to be slowly fading. Damn, super loneliness is hitting now.
Thank God I am with my Adrian family next weekend, I need them. I know going there that there are people who do love me and I love in return and that I will get those hugs that aren't just from the arms, but from the heart. Those are the best hugs ever and they make you feel good no matter what. I could so use one of those right now.
Thank God I am with my Adrian family next weekend, I need them. I know going there that there are people who do love me and I love in return and that I will get those hugs that aren't just from the arms, but from the heart. Those are the best hugs ever and they make you feel good no matter what. I could so use one of those right now.