SHIT SUX
Everything right now sux...i still wanna move. This semester was supposed to be my "comeback" semester. I needed good grades so I can raise that GPA and I thought I could do it but its starting to lok more and more impossible. Im really doubtin myself lately...and im not tryin to blame it on my parents...but they arent helpin. I really feel like I need to get my own place, away from my family so I can really experience things on my own. I need to really start looking for a place. For now I have to concentrate on my finals tho but as soon as they are over with Im gonna look for a place.
besides school...family sux. MY parents dont let me experience anything on my own. I wanna stay out and I get lectured and told that im being irresponsible. I know what my responsibilities are and just becuase I wanna enjoy myself a lil over Thanksgiving break doesnt make me irresponsible. My dad says he never sees me studying..yea well maybe thats cuz he doesnt see me until 8pm at UM...besides the occasional pool or v-ball game all there is to do in that school is study...If u havent noticed yet the problems wit school and wit family are connected....
Then theres other stuff..that i dont really wanna get into...relationships, myself...yea i know how to fix those and come december that is gonna be one of my main focuses...
two things can fix most of my problems...a job and the gym...as soon as i can find some way to incorporate both of those into my crappy schedule i may be able to fix my problems...but come next year i am def moving...nothing will stop me...ill take out loans if i have to...cuz im done living at home...its a waste of my time..like this journal...anyways i gotta get to studyin more..finals are soon...peace out
besides school...family sux. MY parents dont let me experience anything on my own. I wanna stay out and I get lectured and told that im being irresponsible. I know what my responsibilities are and just becuase I wanna enjoy myself a lil over Thanksgiving break doesnt make me irresponsible. My dad says he never sees me studying..yea well maybe thats cuz he doesnt see me until 8pm at UM...besides the occasional pool or v-ball game all there is to do in that school is study...If u havent noticed yet the problems wit school and wit family are connected....
Then theres other stuff..that i dont really wanna get into...relationships, myself...yea i know how to fix those and come december that is gonna be one of my main focuses...
two things can fix most of my problems...a job and the gym...as soon as i can find some way to incorporate both of those into my crappy schedule i may be able to fix my problems...but come next year i am def moving...nothing will stop me...ill take out loans if i have to...cuz im done living at home...its a waste of my time..like this journal...anyways i gotta get to studyin more..finals are soon...peace out