Aug 17, 2005 17:03
My life
Wish I didn't feel this way
Wish I was more like you
I just wish I was like someone else
But I guess
In the grand scheme of it all
My life really doesn't matter
And what I think won't matter
No one will ever see me in the History books
I'll never have a quote
Of my own
Just wish I was someone else
Someone that had a purpose in this life
In this world
Wish I could be someone that'd make a difference
Doesn't matter though
I'm shunned by the jocks
Rejected by the popular girls
And I don't quite fit in with the punks
So where do I go
And where do I fit in
Within this world
I wish I was four again
Oblivious and ignorant
Then I'd be in bliss
But I'm stuck here
In my little pathetic life
I'm never going to make a difference
In this big old world
I'll never lead an army
Or set people free
Can't save people
And I can't help them
In their search for true love
I'm just a waste of space
Too bad
I can't turn
To anyone
For help
But I'm still lost
And I don't know where I am
Could be here
And I could be there
Well I'm sure
It doesn't matter where I go
I'll never amount to anything
And I'll never make it out on my own
Maybe if I died here and now
Someone would remember me then
But how long would it last
And would they even care that long
How long would the tears flow for the loss of my life
Does it even matter
Anyway I go out
I'm never going to be anything
No one's ever going to hear my name
I might as well
Be a ghost in this world
I have a few friends
I know care about me
But other then them
Who else is left
I think maybe I should
Just disappear
Because I'm just a waste of space
My talents are lacking
My grades are failing
And who even cares about me
Maybe I could try
If I had more self confidence
But what does it matter anymore
My life's a waste
I'll never be known
And never make a difference to anyone
Maybe if I died right here
I'd get a moment of respect
And someone would know me for a few minutes
But who really cares
I'll just end up in the newspaper
Maybe I should write my memoirs
But who would really care?