losing
i emailed someone who i consider a friend yesterday with a simple "long time on hear from". it worked with someone else who i haven't heard from in a while so i figured i'd try it with him too.
i called someone i considered a friend last week. i left messages with my number in them. it works when i leave messages with companies at work so i figured i'd try it with her too.
i was supposed to hang out with someone i considered a friend last month. it turned out she was going to new york and didn't tell me. i called and cancelled a doctor's appointment why didn't she call and cancel?
someone who i considered a friend wrote me a letter when she moved away. i 'didn't get around' to writing her back... i lost her.
am i greedy? or should i move on? should i try harder? or should i wait for them to come around?
i've realized lately that i have few that i can call 'close' friends. one i always talk to, one i don't talk to much, but when i do, it's like we were never apart. one that i live with and one that i just see every day. and there is a 'couple' that i'd love to get to know better.
though eveyone one i consider a friend is in my thoughts, it is those few that can touch my heart. those few that i will take advice from; those few that will, and have seen me cry.
i will always be there for those of you who ask of me, but now, i feel i've grown up and i think it's about time.
you all have my number. and don't give me any crap about not calling you; maybe i'm busy too. if you don't have my number, you know where to find me (my email addy...).
Current Smell: grapefruit
i called someone i considered a friend last week. i left messages with my number in them. it works when i leave messages with companies at work so i figured i'd try it with her too.
i was supposed to hang out with someone i considered a friend last month. it turned out she was going to new york and didn't tell me. i called and cancelled a doctor's appointment why didn't she call and cancel?
someone who i considered a friend wrote me a letter when she moved away. i 'didn't get around' to writing her back... i lost her.
am i greedy? or should i move on? should i try harder? or should i wait for them to come around?
i've realized lately that i have few that i can call 'close' friends. one i always talk to, one i don't talk to much, but when i do, it's like we were never apart. one that i live with and one that i just see every day. and there is a 'couple' that i'd love to get to know better.
though eveyone one i consider a friend is in my thoughts, it is those few that can touch my heart. those few that i will take advice from; those few that will, and have seen me cry.
i will always be there for those of you who ask of me, but now, i feel i've grown up and i think it's about time.
you all have my number. and don't give me any crap about not calling you; maybe i'm busy too. if you don't have my number, you know where to find me (my email addy...).
Current Smell: grapefruit