Apr 23, 2004 10:00
so i came home from work yesterday and went up to my bed to drop my stuff off and on it i found a container of strawberry pocky, crushed strawberry juice, a pink and red geisha hello kitty, an envelope with $64 in it, and a note from danielle. she's such a sweetie. i was gonna holler at her for using up my face makeup but after that, i couldn't.
so jay and i went to the springfield mall then to the granite run mall. i must be blind of something because dani said she got a dress that i wanted for $20 and they're usually $100. i just got a bra and undie set.
dani and i are going back tomorrow to see if they still have anything good. i hope so. i could (if they're cheap enough) always just get a couple vinyl skirts and use them for material. hmmm, maybe i will...
i really hope dani will come with us. we're going to have a 'family meeting' tonight. i don't know who else will be present, but i know at least dani and i will talk. i have to talk to chevy too and see if her friend still wants (or needs) the room. also, once all the kinks are worked out, jay and i have to clean up his apartment. his room mate is like never there so all she has to do is clean up and move out of her room.
no offense is intended to anyone, but i can't wait to move in with jay. i love him and i care about him and i think it will make a lot of things easier. don't worry, i'm not planning on fucking over anyone in the house; i want to make sure there will be a definate person moving-in in place of me before i go.
so i talked to ryan yesterday. before i could say anything about the uncomfortableness, he's like:
"i had a good night last night. wanna know how i know that?"
"how?"
"because i don't remember most of it."
"aah, so i guess you don't remember making me uncomfortable?"
"shit, what'id i do?"
"you told me you missed me."
"i'm sorry."
he called me while i was at work... it worked cause when he called on his way home from work, i was half naked watching tripping the rift with jay. i gotta call him a little later today and solidify plans. we're either gonna go to dave and busters or to south street. good deal, cause i need a drink and i can get it either way.
why do i need a drink? well it probably isn't that much of a good idea since i'm bleeding profusely as it is. but i woke up this morning at 6:30am and i felt like my insides were falling out. now our upstairs bathroom doesn't work so i had to go all the way to the basement bathroom feeling like shit.
now i'm at work and i'm feeling like shit. on the way here i felt like shit. everything has been getting on my nerves this morning. i need a nice alcoholic drink.
well i ought to be getting back to work... yay. i gonna grab another can of juice. tootles folks.