I always wonder why people come into mylife
I always wonder why people come into my life, and you came back into my life two Fridays ago. My heart jumped, and now its slipping away.
I regret even more everyday since that i have fucked up. I love you, but you don't love me back. You said you wanted out of this hectic life that you were living, to better the situation for your child and yourself, and your not doing anything. You going back to the druggie, and i HATE sitting here being the friend when i want more. It hurts, it fucking hurts and kills me inside. You have no idea.
I don't know if i will be able to be your friend, your shoulder to cry on much longer, when i know i make you think whats the best for you and your daughter.
I heard what you said on the phone today, and you asked what was wrong with me. Thats whats wrong with me. I'm scared to lose you yet again, even though i don't have you now.
I can't change your heart, i can't change your mind. Its all up to you. And that life that your living is what you are used to. When you go your way in the future, i don't know if ill be there for you again. I feel as though i have lost it all. I try to stay happy when I'm around you, but depression is coming full swing yet again. I wish you understand.
I don't know what else to say. I guess its jealously in a way.
I regret even more everyday since that i have fucked up. I love you, but you don't love me back. You said you wanted out of this hectic life that you were living, to better the situation for your child and yourself, and your not doing anything. You going back to the druggie, and i HATE sitting here being the friend when i want more. It hurts, it fucking hurts and kills me inside. You have no idea.
I don't know if i will be able to be your friend, your shoulder to cry on much longer, when i know i make you think whats the best for you and your daughter.
I heard what you said on the phone today, and you asked what was wrong with me. Thats whats wrong with me. I'm scared to lose you yet again, even though i don't have you now.
I can't change your heart, i can't change your mind. Its all up to you. And that life that your living is what you are used to. When you go your way in the future, i don't know if ill be there for you again. I feel as though i have lost it all. I try to stay happy when I'm around you, but depression is coming full swing yet again. I wish you understand.
I don't know what else to say. I guess its jealously in a way.