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i wish i was syd barrett
i'm feeling rather bad
sometimes i feel like people who i think are my friends really hate me.
Do you?
i'm fearful i may lose my house if i dont get a job soon
not wanting to move back with my mother in capac
i've been sleeping way too much lately
what does that mean?
i wish i could go record shopping
i hope my parents dont find out i;m out of a job since they all ready think i'm a failure anyways
Is it weird to have female friends who you wish could be more then just friends but are too afaird to tell them how u feel or u just feel like your a moron and they wouldnt want anything to do with u.
i wish there could be more bad feelings towards me from certain people but i dont think i should or will change myself just because someone thinks i'm not all they thought i was, or try to be something i'm not just to make them happy. If they dont like me anymore then dont talk to me or come near me. I dont need to have people who i think are my friends and really could give a fuck about me so please tell me to fuck off or just never speak to me again.
I wish i didnt have to write this crap in a internet journal
why do i write in a live journal anyways
maybe this time i will stop
or i'm i lying to you
who knows
love me
love
hate me
it's probably easier
ignore me
i'm used to it
well
maybe
ummm
talk to u later
I just want to let everyone know, friends family{if any of my family does read this}
I LOVE YOU ALL
believe it or not
christopher M.oliver
i'm feeling rather bad
sometimes i feel like people who i think are my friends really hate me.
Do you?
i'm fearful i may lose my house if i dont get a job soon
not wanting to move back with my mother in capac
i've been sleeping way too much lately
what does that mean?
i wish i could go record shopping
i hope my parents dont find out i;m out of a job since they all ready think i'm a failure anyways
Is it weird to have female friends who you wish could be more then just friends but are too afaird to tell them how u feel or u just feel like your a moron and they wouldnt want anything to do with u.
i wish there could be more bad feelings towards me from certain people but i dont think i should or will change myself just because someone thinks i'm not all they thought i was, or try to be something i'm not just to make them happy. If they dont like me anymore then dont talk to me or come near me. I dont need to have people who i think are my friends and really could give a fuck about me so please tell me to fuck off or just never speak to me again.
I wish i didnt have to write this crap in a internet journal
why do i write in a live journal anyways
maybe this time i will stop
or i'm i lying to you
who knows
love me
love
hate me
it's probably easier
ignore me
i'm used to it
well
maybe
ummm
talk to u later
I just want to let everyone know, friends family{if any of my family does read this}
I LOVE YOU ALL
believe it or not
christopher M.oliver