Stolen Moments . . .
So I found out the other day that my crush told his roommate that he is basically going to end up with me and probably marry me . . .
However he qualified this statement by saying that we would never work out because we are both bottoms and are the antithesis to each other's ideal "taste" in guys. I am not quite sure how I am to feel with this statement. Should I be elated that my crush, the guy that I would be so happy to marry, wants to marry me as well because within me he has found a level of comfortability and friendship he hasn't found with any other guy. Or should I shed tears because I am not his "ideal" mate and I am afriad this will turn into some flashback to "My Best Friend's Wedding" and I will be Julia Roberts.
It is getting harder and harder to ignore my feelings for him. I find myself having to tear away everytime and refrain from acting upon my feelings. Yet, everytime he pulls me to him and I smell him, or laugh with him, or even sit in complete and utter silence loving being in his presence, it gets harder and harder. This also presents a problem in the fact that at this point I don't want any other guy. Other guys kind of pale in comparison and kind of suck.
ugh, I wish the mind operated whereby we could control our feelings for others. Why is it that I can easily turn off my feelings for others and forget about them so easily and then there a few of thus that you truly never get over.
ugh, but other than that life is really.
Awkward way to end the posting . . .
However he qualified this statement by saying that we would never work out because we are both bottoms and are the antithesis to each other's ideal "taste" in guys. I am not quite sure how I am to feel with this statement. Should I be elated that my crush, the guy that I would be so happy to marry, wants to marry me as well because within me he has found a level of comfortability and friendship he hasn't found with any other guy. Or should I shed tears because I am not his "ideal" mate and I am afriad this will turn into some flashback to "My Best Friend's Wedding" and I will be Julia Roberts.
It is getting harder and harder to ignore my feelings for him. I find myself having to tear away everytime and refrain from acting upon my feelings. Yet, everytime he pulls me to him and I smell him, or laugh with him, or even sit in complete and utter silence loving being in his presence, it gets harder and harder. This also presents a problem in the fact that at this point I don't want any other guy. Other guys kind of pale in comparison and kind of suck.
ugh, I wish the mind operated whereby we could control our feelings for others. Why is it that I can easily turn off my feelings for others and forget about them so easily and then there a few of thus that you truly never get over.
ugh, but other than that life is really.
Awkward way to end the posting . . .