I'm not gunna lie...
today I'm in a pretty bummed mood.
I don't know why I'm feeling the way I'm feeling about everything in my life. Things just feel....different. I wish it was last weekend where I was happy as a lil' clam and felt really good and optimistic about everything. It seems as though everyone is too busy and too tired to make time for me. The only person who is usually set on hanging out with me was being really different with me last night. It makes me think that things are going back to how they used to be a few months back and that was my biggest fear when I decided to talk to them again.
I'm falling hard for this one again, and it scares the crap out of me. I don't like this whole "dating" thing...it sucks. I'm always so unsure of myself and their intentions and it doesn't help that they have a million girl friends around them.
I feel as though I'm never going to find someone who is a perfect match for me and who I feel confident about what they're doing when I'm not around. I did feel this way with the one I have now until Friday.
Bleh, I wanna bring something up but I might just be blowing things out of proportion since I'm being a typical girl on her period. I'll give it a day or two to see how things pan out.
Friends are bumming me out too...I miss Erika tons but she is too preoccupied with her crazy roommate. I see to be only a memory....boo to that.
Bumming out...maybe I just need to eat a burger from In-N-Out to feel better about things.
Who wants to go to Disneyland soon? That might help, let me know!
I don't know why I'm feeling the way I'm feeling about everything in my life. Things just feel....different. I wish it was last weekend where I was happy as a lil' clam and felt really good and optimistic about everything. It seems as though everyone is too busy and too tired to make time for me. The only person who is usually set on hanging out with me was being really different with me last night. It makes me think that things are going back to how they used to be a few months back and that was my biggest fear when I decided to talk to them again.
I'm falling hard for this one again, and it scares the crap out of me. I don't like this whole "dating" thing...it sucks. I'm always so unsure of myself and their intentions and it doesn't help that they have a million girl friends around them.
I feel as though I'm never going to find someone who is a perfect match for me and who I feel confident about what they're doing when I'm not around. I did feel this way with the one I have now until Friday.
Bleh, I wanna bring something up but I might just be blowing things out of proportion since I'm being a typical girl on her period. I'll give it a day or two to see how things pan out.
Friends are bumming me out too...I miss Erika tons but she is too preoccupied with her crazy roommate. I see to be only a memory....boo to that.
Bumming out...maybe I just need to eat a burger from In-N-Out to feel better about things.
Who wants to go to Disneyland soon? That might help, let me know!