Alrighty
Well, I'm at a point in my life where I have found understanding. Thank God!
I have realized that I will do well in my classes this semester, my love life...it's, well..its not really love, but for now it is satisfying. I have realized that maybe I'm just not ready, maybe my inexperience with men when I was younger, is my downfall now that I'm older.
But I have come to the understanding to wait, and just let it flow. If God brings it to me then that is when I will have it. But I refuse to go out looking for it, or even pushing something that is just not meant to be.
I have my friends, my family, and I live in an awesome college town, where there is always something to do. I don't want to hold back anymore. This is the year, that I will make things happen in my life..and all for the better.
I also realized to be a bit more realistic when it comes the family life that I want, when I get older. I dont want the big house, with 4 kids in it. I want my condo somewhere, with maybe 2-3 kids. It depends how my friends pregnancy goes, and then Ill let you know with the exact number.
Love ya!!
I have realized that I will do well in my classes this semester, my love life...it's, well..its not really love, but for now it is satisfying. I have realized that maybe I'm just not ready, maybe my inexperience with men when I was younger, is my downfall now that I'm older.
But I have come to the understanding to wait, and just let it flow. If God brings it to me then that is when I will have it. But I refuse to go out looking for it, or even pushing something that is just not meant to be.
I have my friends, my family, and I live in an awesome college town, where there is always something to do. I don't want to hold back anymore. This is the year, that I will make things happen in my life..and all for the better.
I also realized to be a bit more realistic when it comes the family life that I want, when I get older. I dont want the big house, with 4 kids in it. I want my condo somewhere, with maybe 2-3 kids. It depends how my friends pregnancy goes, and then Ill let you know with the exact number.
Love ya!!