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So I cant tell you the last time I actually updated this thing with whats going on in my life, so HERE GOES---->
. Things have been going rather well lately, although I feel very complacent in life. As the days, weeks, months go by, I find myself lost to what my purpose actually is. Not that anything is neccesarilly wrong or anything like that, just that I do seem to be going anywhere or doing anything. Like I was all about moving to Vegas and doing the whole cop thing, and when that fell through AGAIN! I became somewhat lost as to what next. I mean I realize I could keep trying for that, but I felt God telling me that maybe thats not what I am called to do. So the question is
Now What?
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Well at least for now I am kinda moving in a direction, Im not sure if it is the RIGHT direction, but at least its moving. Im enrolling back in school, well not school like you immediately started thinking. Im going to enroll in EMT school to get my EMT certificate and with that hopefully apply and get into a fireschool to become.....you guessed it...... a firefighter. Its equally something that I have wanted to do for a long time so Im rather excited about it. And as much as I thought I wanted to leave here and spread my perverbial roots, I dont think Im supposed to. I feel God holding me here for something, what Im not sure, but something. So for now I will be around.
In other news,
Im fairly tired of living at my parents house. I mean, not that there is anything wrong with it there or anything. My whole family get along really well, more like we are friends then the whole parent/kid relationship. So thats not a problem at all. I just have that feeling of needing to be out. The dilemma is this:
I have the money to move out, the question is do I want to spend it to do such a thing. I really have not done a very good job saving money, and I feel like I need to start doing so as to not have to live paycheck to paycheck. I pay all my own bills from cell phone, to car and insurance, and Im sure I would have the money to pay for rent as well. Paying for rent, however, would heavily cut down on me being able to save anything. I really think its important to do so before I venture out for good. So I opened up a savings account recently and have been putting away what I guestimated to be a good amount equal to rent(i.e. $600)
to see if I will still have enough money to live my normal life. And Im saving money in the process of this experiment so that is good. ^
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Speaking of money, I just did ^ my taxes this weekend and Im pretty excited about all that. Im getting just over $1000 back. Which couldnt be better timing^because I am about to buy the new apple laptop that is coming out in May that I have been saving up for. Its going to run ^me about $1300 so its a blessing to get this much money from my taxes. It will really help the previously discussed situation^.
So thats some of what is going on in my life, not all, but Im fairly tired of writing so I know you all are tired of reading(those of you that just skip to the end might not be too tired, but just go with it). I hope everyone else is having a wonderful day and I cant wait to talk to you all soon. Much Love everyone.
Carl......Out!