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ok lets see....its been over a month since i really updated this thing...including the last hidden one..where to start...not much has changed..still workin and goin to the gym....still bored a lot.....still seeing darlene...thats about it...
ok work is well...its work..its a pain in the ass but still do wat i gotta do to make that money..i begin to wonder wat im going to do once the fall comes around and i have to go back to school...here i think im tired now and i can only imagine how ill be there..gonna go to universal in a couple weeks with a friend from work and darlene and the guys wife...that should be coo, its been like forever since i been there although i doubt much has changed
went to disneyland almost a month ago.. that was fun..its cool to go through all the stuff i remember as a little kid again.. and i think going with darlene made it like 10x better.. i think we had a lot of fun
been goin to the gym now...there have been a few times where ive gone to play basketball and then the gym right after... a few days ago i think i really hurt my knee and my ankles... i went to play the day after that and my ankles were hurting really bad...like to the point i couldnt run or jump right...then i went to go play tonight and my knee was hurting whenever i moved...and it seems like watever im doing, like walking or watever, it always seems to hurt even if its just a little bit...
things with darlene are well.........the same...i mean day by day we grow closer...but relationship wise we're still the same...we decided that our 6 month mark is d day...the day she'll make a decision about wat she wants...wow thats a scary day..i mean on one side i want to be with her more than anything....and on the other, i cant imagine my life without her..from the day i first met to her she's made an impact on my life. but if she really means some of the things she tells me, then i have no fear of how that day will turn out.... through the last month or month and a half ive had a lot of time to think about her and our situation..one of the ways i can tell i really care about her is like when a lot of little everyday things that i look back on add up to be kinda big things......like it seems everyday starting on usually sundays, are just ummm days.. i go through them as quick as possible with the only thing to look forward to is that ill get to see darlene on saturday..maybe thats why when i know i wont see her that weekend my week goes by so slow and miserably...now although she does confuse the hell out of me...and we're not together.....i love her to death..95.32% of the time she's the last one i see/talk to before i sleep...i cant remember wanting something/someone like this for a really long time, if ever..she's the one who makes me happiest ive been in so long..she's the one who holds my heard in her hands..shes my twinkie :-p
ok work is well...its work..its a pain in the ass but still do wat i gotta do to make that money..i begin to wonder wat im going to do once the fall comes around and i have to go back to school...here i think im tired now and i can only imagine how ill be there..gonna go to universal in a couple weeks with a friend from work and darlene and the guys wife...that should be coo, its been like forever since i been there although i doubt much has changed
went to disneyland almost a month ago.. that was fun..its cool to go through all the stuff i remember as a little kid again.. and i think going with darlene made it like 10x better.. i think we had a lot of fun
been goin to the gym now...there have been a few times where ive gone to play basketball and then the gym right after... a few days ago i think i really hurt my knee and my ankles... i went to play the day after that and my ankles were hurting really bad...like to the point i couldnt run or jump right...then i went to go play tonight and my knee was hurting whenever i moved...and it seems like watever im doing, like walking or watever, it always seems to hurt even if its just a little bit...
things with darlene are well.........the same...i mean day by day we grow closer...but relationship wise we're still the same...we decided that our 6 month mark is d day...the day she'll make a decision about wat she wants...wow thats a scary day..i mean on one side i want to be with her more than anything....and on the other, i cant imagine my life without her..from the day i first met to her she's made an impact on my life. but if she really means some of the things she tells me, then i have no fear of how that day will turn out.... through the last month or month and a half ive had a lot of time to think about her and our situation..one of the ways i can tell i really care about her is like when a lot of little everyday things that i look back on add up to be kinda big things......like it seems everyday starting on usually sundays, are just ummm days.. i go through them as quick as possible with the only thing to look forward to is that ill get to see darlene on saturday..maybe thats why when i know i wont see her that weekend my week goes by so slow and miserably...now although she does confuse the hell out of me...and we're not together.....i love her to death..95.32% of the time she's the last one i see/talk to before i sleep...i cant remember wanting something/someone like this for a really long time, if ever..she's the one who makes me happiest ive been in so long..she's the one who holds my heard in her hands..shes my twinkie :-p