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I didn't do much this weekend.
The one thing was that my family a joint birthday for my Uncle Rey and Aunt Anna, both in their 80's.
My family is important to me, and, well, the majority of my family is old, and starting to show their aging, which worries me, because it's something I've never had to deal with.
I'm also starting to really miss my friends. The only people I really see anymore are Kelley and Alyssia (a friend from work), and even them minimally, usually only for a few minutes at a time. I'm not really good at making new friends... It's hard because I seem to have a different code of morals than most people in college do. People at work or at class talk about drinking, and partying, or what stupid things they did while they were drunk, and I feel left out because I don't do that kind of stuff, and I'm even uncomfortable being around when people talk about it. People are always telling me to loosen up, but I can't; it's just who I am.
I also was in Beauty and the Beast, which was something I had really wanted to do, and the people seemed really nice, but I just couldn't afford the time it demanded from me. So, I quit. And now the director probably hates me, but what can I do? I had to prioritize, and work and school come first. I also feel bad because Libby and I joined together, and then I quit, and I really hope she doesn't feel let down.
The moral of the story: College sucks... haha
The one thing was that my family a joint birthday for my Uncle Rey and Aunt Anna, both in their 80's.
My family is important to me, and, well, the majority of my family is old, and starting to show their aging, which worries me, because it's something I've never had to deal with.
I'm also starting to really miss my friends. The only people I really see anymore are Kelley and Alyssia (a friend from work), and even them minimally, usually only for a few minutes at a time. I'm not really good at making new friends... It's hard because I seem to have a different code of morals than most people in college do. People at work or at class talk about drinking, and partying, or what stupid things they did while they were drunk, and I feel left out because I don't do that kind of stuff, and I'm even uncomfortable being around when people talk about it. People are always telling me to loosen up, but I can't; it's just who I am.
I also was in Beauty and the Beast, which was something I had really wanted to do, and the people seemed really nice, but I just couldn't afford the time it demanded from me. So, I quit. And now the director probably hates me, but what can I do? I had to prioritize, and work and school come first. I also feel bad because Libby and I joined together, and then I quit, and I really hope she doesn't feel let down.
The moral of the story: College sucks... haha