Jul 24, 2004 03:44
so it's like 4am and i cant sleep... i think ive dreamt every dream i ever will...my mind is so tired. have you ever felt like you'll never be satisfied with anything you do no matter how much you accomplish? i feel so abrasive right now...
so some friends are leaving soon to go back to school and its really dismal. i hate that feeling... spending time with people you care about only to have to say goodbye later on down the road. goodbyes are always so unepreciated and taken for granted. we say them so carelessly and inconsideratley not knowing how important they really are...
its like going to camp when we were younger... our parents thought it was so healthy and enjoyable... im not saying it wasnt, but it wasnt the best expirience ever... your parents send you away for the week.. month... summer... whatever.... and you get there and make friends with so many kids... or you get a crush on a girl... you spend all week together playing and doing your thing and then when the times up, you gotta say goodbye knowing that chances are you will never see them again... and since your young, you say it like its nothing and years later when you think about it,
and realize how much torture we had to go through, it so sad...
ok, enough of that... i just saw the bourne supremecy and it was tiiiiiiiiiight... i highly reccomend it... way beter than the first one.
so caleb has been doing a lot for the band lately and it rocks so much... he took so much stress off my shoulders by doing what hes been doing... to play a show that i dont have to book and / or set up, is awesome... thanks caleb.
wow, this is a long post, i guess i just feel like writing... Feel free to leave comments on this thing..
~chris
so here we are... making the same mistakes... wishing that we could go back...
and there it goes... integrity on the floor... hope and your pride are gone...