Forget the Human Race, Race yourself.
It's one of those days where lounging around is one of those definite options available that you should just take. Mind you I should go out and pick up a bottle of wine for the occasion.
I got to thinking about all of the things everyone has helped me with over the last months. And within the past week, I find that I've come to terms with a lot of things. Mind you, I still have my moments. I don't think I'll ever let go. If I could, I wouldn't choose to. There were some good memories and I'd like to think that over the years I actually had some good moments.
I've had some great people around me just to help deter my thoughts. And for the most part, I never thought I'd say this, but I have had more good than bad in my head. I'm usually always optimistic to others, yet pessimistic when it comes to myself. Not the case today, mind you.
In another week I'll be taking the time off from work. I'll have (hopefully) some key contacts that will help me out in the process of finding a new job. I'm also going to have to pinch my pennies a little. I want to ensure I'm not walking out of one hole and into another.
Speaking of pinching, that reminded me of a dirty conversation.
I got to thinking about all of the things everyone has helped me with over the last months. And within the past week, I find that I've come to terms with a lot of things. Mind you, I still have my moments. I don't think I'll ever let go. If I could, I wouldn't choose to. There were some good memories and I'd like to think that over the years I actually had some good moments.
I've had some great people around me just to help deter my thoughts. And for the most part, I never thought I'd say this, but I have had more good than bad in my head. I'm usually always optimistic to others, yet pessimistic when it comes to myself. Not the case today, mind you.
In another week I'll be taking the time off from work. I'll have (hopefully) some key contacts that will help me out in the process of finding a new job. I'm also going to have to pinch my pennies a little. I want to ensure I'm not walking out of one hole and into another.
Speaking of pinching, that reminded me of a dirty conversation.