Jan 31, 2006 23:26
Well, that should about cover it. I've paid my dues. I've regretted my crimes. More or less, the things I've done to create this distance was needed, as much as I did hate to do it. Life is not about continually following the same path, but I'd like to hope that I'd be able to cross paths with everyone I meet, more than once in my life.
I'm content at least to take the steps forward that I am. It's nice to have my values in check. To know that I am who I am, still. To still have a heart and care, no matter what.
Today I received a ring. The last month, though. I wouldn't take it back for anything. It opened up many things I had closed up. I had changed myself. I realized that much. I became a hermit, from the World. And got ridiculed for my actions when I finally let it out again. And that, I wasn't too pleased with. Especially with the comments made by others, known, that just solidified the truth.
Today is a new step to my singularity, and yet, for some reason, I don't think it really is, either. Ponder on that one. I'm happy.