I hate my job!

[chrisjune79]

So today was a terrible day at work. We are in the middle of changing so many things around, and it is so overwhelming. I was trucking along getting the things I had to get done...well, done. Then about an hour before I left I told my boss that I was going to need to know what to do with the stuff that was left over, and she got really upset at me and told me that she had given me one task for the day (which is true) and that I wasn't nearly done with it. This is where I got mad because the one task that she gave to me was not a small task. I had to take all the clearance items (around 15 carts loaded) and make places for them in the clearance area and a gondola in the middle of the floor. That is simple enough except there wasn't much room for all this stuff so I had to move things around, and then I had to add another four foot section to the gondola, and that was a chore on its own. To top it all off I had to mix paint too because there was nobody there to do it. I know I am complaining and I am sorry, but I just need to get this stuff off my chest. I cannot wait for Kim to get out of class so I can just hold her and be close to her. I know it won't solve the issues at work, but at least it will help calm my stress! :-D Anyway, I think I really need to figure out what I want to do. I really have a passion for children. The desire I have to work with them is like a raging fire in my soul, and I cannot quench it. I just am not sure what I am supposed to do. I really would like to do youth ministry, but I am not really sure how to go about that. I just know that my days at Wal-Mart are limited. I really hate working retail, and I really think Wal-Mart treats their employees with very little respect. They say they are out to help their associates, but really they are just like any other business, and want to make as much money as possible, even if that means cutting down the worker. For instance they cancelled our training for this month because the stock went down to 48 dollars...big fricken whoop! They can afford it. For gosh sakes, last year they netted 8 billion dollars...8,000,000,000...yeah...that is after all their charities and taxes. What a fricken joke that company is turning out to be. Oh well, I am done ranting for now. Please pray for me. I really am frustrated and totally consumed by this and the fact I have to move in three weeks. I am just so tired of this job. God, help me!

Love you all,
Chris