thinking . . just thinking . ..
Well today was any ordinary day . . . i have been starting to update more often . . .wich is werd . . right now i have ALOT on my mind . . .and its fucking Crazy!Im still Traumotized from that damn Car accident . . .its so fucked up... i cant even get in a car with out my nerves being on an alert . . i dont think ill be completly calm enough to ride in a car with out freaking out for a while ....and sometimes it isnt even in the car... like...if somethng ANNOYS ME! its one of those things that it gets to you. . .like . .if u hear it, or touch it, it makes you weann scream at whoever is responsible for it...yeah... i have been feeling that lately . . .this family has been staying with us . . .and it errally makes me MAD!cuz,they are staying in MY room. its like .. . to my mom . . .my room is automatically the guest room, because its tdownstairs and it has a nice bed . . .yeah . . they sleep their. . .i slep upstairs on a FUTON! with a room with only 3 walls and no door!and they have this little kid! hes about 12 yrs old!and he biugs the fucking shit out of me! he sits REAL close to me! like to the point where his skin touches my skin and its REALLY uncomfortable,when i wake up . . hes their . . .when ifall asleep, i have to tell him im going to sleep . . he listens to rap . .and i dispise it, hes a spoiled little brat! that got Pumas and a new psp game a day after another and all he did was ask for it! he has a cell phone! i mean . .hes a good kid. . .but he stands for everything i appose! he gets food! and sits next to me! i can hear him chewing his food and culping his drink, and saying"aahh" after taking a sip, while hes right next to me! and i wanna merk the fuck out of him! but if i did itd get in trouble. . its not right. . and hes not a bad person or anything . . hes just REALLY annoying, and EXTREMELY ignorant and obliviouse about Certain standards...umm . .it pisses me off that my mom is sitting her fat ass unemplyed ass in her room, eating drinking sleeping etc has her privacy, qand doesnt have a shadow fallowing her and annoying her . . .aahh. . .man . .the uniers is so . . .fucking weird! is even shapped weird .. i find it very interesting how mny diffrent perceptions their are on the iverse .. . and we all think our belifes are right . . .its INCREDIBLE!. . .it just , ,wow ., . .such a HUGE universe. . or it vcould be such a small little atomic universe? who knows . . .well . .its a blog . . .i got distracted by ppl . .and once again . . iwont be able to liberate my thoughts! oh well . .thnx alot ppl . .lol love yas!