Jul 16, 2004 05:37
You know those dreams that can be so real that you start believing something and you get into it?
Well you may be interested in this one, especially if you know my past incidents with theatre.
So, I was back at my old school, Harrison Art Center. For some reason we had a summer play there, A Midsummer Night's Dream by William Shakespeare. I was given the part as one of the leads *either demetrius or lysander, i'm not sure." So this all took place in various places of the school. In my dream I was amazing, and for some reason we were at a grocery store, me and someone else, just thinking about the fact that no one else was cast, but me. Haha, isn't that hillarious, I woke up and smiled to relize it was all just a dream taken place on one night. It's insane to have a dream about something you barely care about or thought about recently.
That dream just made me realize how happy I am now to be out of the constraints of Harrison, and so much school theatre. Don't get me wrong, Harrison was wonderful- socially, but in trying to build me up, it instead gave me false hope. I don't know if I can say it's like that for everyone, but really it is, you're built up to a level, but once you leave the school, you're nothing but another fish in the water, yes you have these experiences, but what are they? It's what you do in your real futre. it doesn't matter what you did in high school anymore. When I left the school, you soon realize that no one is watching you, or even judging you on how you use your own time. Let's just say it's so much different in the real world than in a place called high school.
If anyone actually read all that, I'm sorry. I don't write in my livejournal anymore because I don't care to entertain anyone about my life. I really don't care if anyone doesn't read this, it's for my own good. Maybe I'll look at this in the future and laugh.