I really like typing a journal rather than writing in one. It's so much faster this way and I don't get distracted as easily AND I remember to do it every day this way. But i'm always nervous because of how much people say that you need to be careful about what you put out on the web. Since working in a church, i feel like I can't express anything
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Do you see what you're saying here? Isn't that the type of thing you would want to be surrounded by? I know you're 23 and wanting to be "carefree and young", but isn't a life of love and good decisions more worth the pain and crap you go through of purposely making mistakes? Trust me, those people do NOT have things better or more fun. I've been on both sides of the fence. Living a God-driven life is difficult, but I must admit it's much more satisfying x infinity.
Don't feel like people are judging you...I don't know them so I can't say if they are or they aren't. Maybe being around people who make you feel like you should be better makes you judge yourself...?
Anyway, not trying to go all lecture-y or crazy on you, lol. I'm just offering another view point. Maybe working there and constantly thinking about making good decisions isn't just "how it is", but rather a place God intended you to be...when we have met God, then we are able to discern between right and wrong. It's just a matter of how good you are at ignoring it.
food for thought!
I hope you're doing well, it's been far too long since I've seen your beautiful face!
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