getting back into it
Ok so I haven't posted in almost a year but I'm hoping that this might be a good way for me and my friends who I don't see every day to keep in touch. I hope it works. Anyways, I guess the biggest news in my life is that I'm single now and I think that it's a good thing even if it does hurt like hell. I think I just need to be alone for a little while. but fuck it hurts. Another big thing in my life right now is that i'm going into my senior year of college. eeeeek! I don't know what to do with myself. I have to find a grad school to go to and then I have to go there and learn and become a grown up. I'm not ready for that in any way shape or form. Maybe by the end of the school year I'll be ready but right now I totally don't feel ready at all. This summer has been really fantastic. I just want to say thank you to everyone who made it so wonderful. I love you all so much and you've really helped me out a lot. even if you don't know it. that's all for now. later!