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I am such a worthless piece. oh my goodness. I was supposed to have my spanish lab today and it was cancelled. now i have nothing to do but wait for band to happen. i do not want to go. here's the thing: i'm pretty sure that i despise band right now but I know that if I don't do it next year then i'll miss it. it's pretty much a horrible position. i'm gonna be stuck doing band for the rest of my life. I've decided not to take clarinet lessons because I don't really like the clarinet. I think I wanna take voice lessons instead since I like singing.
As dorky as it sounds, I'm really pumped for tomorrow because I get to actually start classes. I'm pretty sure that I'll be whining about them tomorrow but right now, I think that having something to do will be kick ass. I don't wanna have all this time to think about stupid stuff and get depressed about it. so dumb. maybe i should work out today. it'd be smart. but i just don't want to. How do people make themselves do that? That's so cool. I just don't have any motivation for that. Health isn't a good enough reason for me to move. At least not right now.
I'm gonna nap, watch a movie, or just keep singing Tenacious D. later.
As dorky as it sounds, I'm really pumped for tomorrow because I get to actually start classes. I'm pretty sure that I'll be whining about them tomorrow but right now, I think that having something to do will be kick ass. I don't wanna have all this time to think about stupid stuff and get depressed about it. so dumb. maybe i should work out today. it'd be smart. but i just don't want to. How do people make themselves do that? That's so cool. I just don't have any motivation for that. Health isn't a good enough reason for me to move. At least not right now.
I'm gonna nap, watch a movie, or just keep singing Tenacious D. later.