Nov 19, 2012 12:26
Crazy! I just read this entire thing...almost 10 years of postings in livejournal. What the hell was I thinking half the time I was posting stuff?
The latest: I'm 31. I still work at the same technology company managing our resellers. I do ok. I am single. I've done a 180 in terms of relationships and what I want out of them...I'd like to find a nice girl to share my life with. It's funny...back when I had that option, I didn't want it. Now I want that option, and I don't have it.
I'd like to go back to school to get my MBA. I hope to do that before I'm 35. I currently live in Buckhead with my brother, and we basically live a crazy, shitshow of a life on the weekends with too much alcohol while we basically try to find our way through life.
I've been gone from Athens for quite some time. I don't miss it at all, but feel lucky to have had those experiences. I go back from time to time and try to relive my early twenties downtown. My body does NOT appreciate it and it usually takes multiple days to recover at this point. I put my body through hell in my twenties and am paying for it in my thirties. I still lift weights and run (2 half marathons under my belt, thank you), and its important for me to offsets the crazy weekends I have with a healthy lifestyle during the week.
Besides my job, my biggest thing is trying to find a girl I can be happy with. I went back and forth with Lindsey for the better part of 5 years and can honestly say at this point I've given up on trying to make it work with her. I've been a shitty boyfriend to several girls, but I believe I've paid for my mistakes several times over. It's great to have a wonderful life with impressive achievements, and do well in your career, but if you don't have anyone to share it with then what's the point?
Still trying to figure it all out.