dear me / a few things
I haven't written here for a long time. I don't think I've really needed to. I've come in need of some personal edification.
Some matters of the spirit.
I've got some... responsibilities I've been lax on. Some candles that have been burning sort of low.
I'm going to leave some names blank or changed because they are part of my journey, mine. Strange are bonds held with dead people.
for the lesson youve proven to me, thank you. it would seem terrible and unjustified, naked singularity.
a terrible truth about me, proven through you. bohemia. wanderlust. at least you live on the hill by a the river
tom waits had the right idea.
i am not a dragon. i am chris burns. i am not chris. i am not burns. i am a burns. i am named chris. i am chris burns. ive got more names.
i am not a criminal. i do not break laws because the laws were made. i am cold.
in an insane world, a sane man must appear insane.
the things i do not need.
the things i do not ask for.
i remember playing catch with you. just catch. baseball and baseball gloves.
also fishing, the time when i caught a duck. i dont think i actually remember it, i've just heard about it so many times that i believe i do. i owe it to you. you know why. but for more than just that.
the least important things are the most important things in this... list of tasks for me to accomplish. i am a member of the clergy. i am not here to explore or learn by myself or for myself. i have things to do.
i mustn't deviate. what I do not need. Where i must go.
what the fuck is happening here.
i am a light.
i am an inspiration, i have been, and i am. i am important to a people. a LOT of people that i do not have to live up to, but to, for,
my eyes are not my eyes. [prayer, not to be typed]
i am strong and ive got to be strong.
ive got to stay strong and ive got to be strong.
ive got to treat this shell right, and i've got to get this chapter (cb) right.
in an insane world, a sane man must appear insane.
not a chance. no fucking way. there's no way it can get out alive. there is a fate.
[qnsln] will burn for days before it depletes itself, my name is what i must do, burn, burn
ive seen the monster, its a dragon, its a dragon. its not meant for
no more cigarettes
tell them it's trapped or they'll never pay.
strength, me
faith, me
Some matters of the spirit.
I've got some... responsibilities I've been lax on. Some candles that have been burning sort of low.
I'm going to leave some names blank or changed because they are part of my journey, mine. Strange are bonds held with dead people.
for the lesson youve proven to me, thank you. it would seem terrible and unjustified, naked singularity.
a terrible truth about me, proven through you. bohemia. wanderlust. at least you live on the hill by a the river
tom waits had the right idea.
i am not a dragon. i am chris burns. i am not chris. i am not burns. i am a burns. i am named chris. i am chris burns. ive got more names.
i am not a criminal. i do not break laws because the laws were made. i am cold.
in an insane world, a sane man must appear insane.
the things i do not need.
the things i do not ask for.
i remember playing catch with you. just catch. baseball and baseball gloves.
also fishing, the time when i caught a duck. i dont think i actually remember it, i've just heard about it so many times that i believe i do. i owe it to you. you know why. but for more than just that.
the least important things are the most important things in this... list of tasks for me to accomplish. i am a member of the clergy. i am not here to explore or learn by myself or for myself. i have things to do.
i mustn't deviate. what I do not need. Where i must go.
what the fuck is happening here.
i am a light.
i am an inspiration, i have been, and i am. i am important to a people. a LOT of people that i do not have to live up to, but to, for,
my eyes are not my eyes. [prayer, not to be typed]
i am strong and ive got to be strong.
ive got to stay strong and ive got to be strong.
ive got to treat this shell right, and i've got to get this chapter (cb) right.
in an insane world, a sane man must appear insane.
not a chance. no fucking way. there's no way it can get out alive. there is a fate.
[qnsln] will burn for days before it depletes itself, my name is what i must do, burn, burn
ive seen the monster, its a dragon, its a dragon. its not meant for
no more cigarettes
tell them it's trapped or they'll never pay.
strength, me
faith, me