On a Diet, Precious goes

Oct 25, 2007 20:36

 My grandmother, unexpectedly, went to the hospital Tuesday. Poor thing. Been there for two days. The doctor finally told her what was wrong and she has an ulcer. Also, on a (what I think, is a horrible diet) there's been not-nothing, added to the already bland food. I asked her if she was having fun. She of course looked at me like I've lost my mind.

Yes I have. I've been taking these 500mg tylenol and I've lost track of how many I've taken today.

I went to see her today, she looks alright. My mother told me what happen with her at the hospital, in all that they had to do, she told my grandmother what I'd said, when I was heavily medicated, which was, " As well they should be.[taking her through all that] " Grandma says she's going to get me when she gets out of the hospital. My cousin offered her help.

They won't be able to catch me.

Anywho, I'm basically sad. Why? Many reasons.... my brother, who I've not seen in a few years and may be many more. My two kids, who I claim every once in a while. My health...see, I'm normally happy just about all the time, don't get in a fritz over too much stuff. But, now I'm just sort of lingering around these days...like everything is moving too fast. I need to get out, I need to get on the move. I can't stay in one place, I want to.

Though, the things you want are never really what you need. I want to volunteer. Probably expected me to say something else. I'm not. Money it's important to me. I'd rather volunteer; help out. That's what I'd like to do.

Note to self,
Get a d*rn car!

sadness, grandma

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