"I think that it's tacky to wear diamonds below 40."
So I can officially say that life has so many obstacles. It's like that old Nick show that had all the green slime and you had to do obserd things to win like a bike. Yep, exactly like that. One moment you're really excited you won that bike, but then you realize, dude it's just a bike. And the next moment you're uber stoked that you get to be drowned in green slime that tastes like crap, but you don't care because it's green slime and green slime is awesome and oh so much fun. I've had my share of winning bikes. I want to be gushed with green slime, forever.
Another thing; I want to be periodically happy. I'm happy for like, let's say a couple weeks, then like a hurricane would freaking wipe it away (no pun intended) and I'd be like, where'd it go? Oh, and then sometimes things, you do you don't know why you did them. Like you'd say to yourself, was that honestly that worth it to do? Or was it that yearning for to do it? Like what the shat. I don't understand myself sometimes. It really sucks, honestly. Haha.
And school has been very terrible. Well, it was terrible. I've been having those panic stress attacks again, and those are never really good to see. I WANT TO GET AWAY. I WANT TO FLY AWAY.
Another thing; I want to be periodically happy. I'm happy for like, let's say a couple weeks, then like a hurricane would freaking wipe it away (no pun intended) and I'd be like, where'd it go? Oh, and then sometimes things, you do you don't know why you did them. Like you'd say to yourself, was that honestly that worth it to do? Or was it that yearning for to do it? Like what the shat. I don't understand myself sometimes. It really sucks, honestly. Haha.
And school has been very terrible. Well, it was terrible. I've been having those panic stress attacks again, and those are never really good to see. I WANT TO GET AWAY. I WANT TO FLY AWAY.