im tired of trying....
do u ever feel like u are not good enough. that no matter what u do things wont get any better! thats how i feel. i am so tired of tryin to be happy and im tired of cryin. but i cant help it! the tears just wont stop. everyone keeps tellin me that i will get what i want and be happy. but it dosent seem like its gunna happen. im done dealing with guys and their lies. i just keep getting hurt and i cant take it anymore. i just wish i could find a guy that wont lie to me and that likes me for who i am. grrr... amywayz my birthday is in a month and 5 days. i will be 18!! yea. im gunna go get ready to go to the store so i will ttyl