Mar 24, 2005 01:45
I hate having to be realistic. Today I had to swallow my pride and grow up. As much as I want to move back home where I can be with my friends, it's just not a viable option. I need to make something of myself, not waste away and work in some shitty job for the rest of my life. It was hard telling Dampier that I won't be able to spend his remaining time in the UK with him, and I found it really difficult. He's my best friend and soon he's going to be 1000s of miles away. It's hard enough seeing him with only a couple of hundred miles between us.
I was also told that it'd be unfair for me to record the vocals on the Unhinged album if they're getting someone new in. Personally i think this is bullshit as the recording takes place in a month and there's very little chance they'll have someone by then. If it wasn't for me they wouldn't have any of that. I'm trying my hardest to be diplomatic about this but to be honest, I just want to be an arsehole and tell them they can't use any of the stuff I gave them (which basically means even Scoffs vocals can't be used, seeing as I had to tell him exactly what to do and where to do it). I really do wish them all the best and I'd love to be part of this, but I simply can't.
Sometimes life is a big stinky bitch.
Any harsh as fuck grind/emo-violence bands require a vocalist?