world in someone's hands
Rationalities. Well, they often pale in comparison to God's will and His plans.
Sometimes even the most trashy club hopping mind numbing music cannot even drown out the silence. I guess it forces you to be alone with your thoughts, even if you wanted to escape thinking about certain issues. Sometimes I do things that allow me to postpone making decisions or coming to logical conclusions. It's not that I'm not conscious of these consequences or of what I do, I am absolutely certain of my motivations behind these actions. I just like to see how long I can delay the inevitable. In less fancy words, I am a procrastinator (and the irony is that I abhor such behaviour yet practice it in some situations nonetheless)
It sneaked in. Couldn't stop it. And I don't know if it brought confusion or clarity or contentment.
Sometimes even the most trashy club hopping mind numbing music cannot even drown out the silence. I guess it forces you to be alone with your thoughts, even if you wanted to escape thinking about certain issues. Sometimes I do things that allow me to postpone making decisions or coming to logical conclusions. It's not that I'm not conscious of these consequences or of what I do, I am absolutely certain of my motivations behind these actions. I just like to see how long I can delay the inevitable. In less fancy words, I am a procrastinator (and the irony is that I abhor such behaviour yet practice it in some situations nonetheless)
It sneaked in. Couldn't stop it. And I don't know if it brought confusion or clarity or contentment.