bare with me...

Mar 20, 2003 23:08

as i sit here, munching on my cooler ranch doritos, ive come to some conclusions.

i haven't asked for much in my life, and those things i ask for, i dont get. simple as that. today proves this even more. whatever ive gotten was pretty much handed to me. i didn't really try to get into a band, it just randomly happened. nothing good happens to me and i don't ever expect it to.

because im giving up. i have no more goals, no ambitions, until i state otherwise. im a lifeless loveless corpse. i'm nothing. i'm nothing to anyone. no matter what i do, i don't get anyone's attention..

i guess everyone is right.

im an asshole im a prick im worth nothing
care to make a difference in my life? i doubt it will happen.

screw feeling.
screw loving.
screw hating.
screw living.
screw breathing.
screw the guitar.
screw alex.
screw you.
all of you

comment. make my day.
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