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[chris_saint]

Man it feels like an eternity since I have up dated...well theres not much that has been going on in my life since then. Ive been doing everything that I usually do. Ive been thinking about wrestling...and just life... Going through my life I have known that I havnt had all of the luck of all of the other kids around me..I mean damn me and my moms relationship is depleting as we speak, I dont have a father, my brother doesnt talk to me, a majority of my family is down in Lansing, and my nephew doesnt even know me...I havnt had alot of things to be thankful for in my life, but now I have a few reasons. I have a group of kick ass friends that would do any and everything for me. A group of friends that cant be matched, I love you ALL every single one of you. I have wrestling. The only thing that keeps my head up at times. Also with wrestling I have confided in alot of new ppl, ppl that again you cant find just anywhere. I mean I have Chris, Erin, Shawn, just the whole MWO family. (who is added in the group of kick ass friends) The hard tomes in my life havnt been so hard anymore knowing that I have my family backing me. Jade (Amy) Youre so awesome. You are someone that has kept my head up through out alot of bullshit. When I thought that I couldnt go on with wrestling.. when I doubted my self and thought that I couldnt do it anymore you told me that I could and made me realize exactly who I am. I cant thankyou enough I owe you so much. I owe all of my friends and family so much I love all of you, I dont know where I would be without you guys, but most likely I wouldnt be here right now...theres no telling where I would be. Lansing, Seattle,...maybe even dead. Those are things that I used to worry about but I dont worry about them any longer. Just know that when I realize my dream and Im walking through those curtains and hearing/ getting the chants from the crowd. I owe it to all of you
thankyou
I love you
-sXe True Till Death-