Dont forget to set you clocks back
I was looking through my old entrys, and i realizes a few things. Ive grown ALOT in the last year. Its been a while since ive made a long meaningful post on here, so im going to try tonight.
To all of my friends at home, i miss you more than you will ever know. It sucks that i dont see you every weekend like last year. I feel like im missing out on alot. Just know that i am constantly thinking about all of you.
Im going to try to go through my friends list to let you all know how i feel:
acslaya:Kevin, i honestly miss seeing you and listening to whatever the hell is going on in your life. I hope you're doing well man.
anton_dang: You are by far one of the best friends anyone could ask for. I dont know how long its been since the "typhoid kids" & the "dad kids" started hanging out, but it has been one of the absolute best things to ever happen in my life! I dont know that i would be the person i am today without you, thank you so much!
believefaerie: Marissa, you have changed my life alot. I learned alot from you over the years, and you too are one of my best friends. It makes me sad that we dont get to hang out as much as we did in high school, or when you were here. Call me if you ever need anything!
car_ramrod: I miss the shit out of you! your prespective on life always made me smile, i hope i get to see you sometime soon, its always a good time for me.
cleancut: I dont know how long we have known eachother, but it seems like forever. You are one of the most loyal people i know, and i hope you are doing well. you never sease to make me laugh.
dadchrys: Its been way too long since ive seen you. We need to meet in atlanta for a show again. i dont know if you still get on this, but i miss you and think about you more than you know.
dana_red:What can i say? you are insane, and thats one reason why im so proud to call you my sister. I love you to death. P.s. since you came by the house, alot of brothers have been asking me about you.
dirk_mcwigly: I hope you read this. You know how i feel because we have spent countless nights spilling our guts to eachother. I hold you as one of my best and closest friends ever. Words do not describe the love and respect i have for you. Call me some time, i miss hearing your voice. You are a huge part of who i am today, and i cant thank you enough. And i feel the same way about mike, i know he doesnt have lj, so i thought id just throw that in.
feroxviscus: I miss you dude, i hope you are sucessful in whatever you are doing these days!
genevakids: You have taught me alot about life whether you realize it or not. I am blessed to have you in my life! I cant wait to see you again!
ikilled_jlennon: One person i miss terribly is matt. you have changed my life alot, mostly for the best. We NEED an old school hang out with you and sean sometime, i miss you two to death.
jennyshogren: Getting married?!?!?! Congrats, i respect you as much as anyone else, and im excited that youve found someone you love and are ready to start the next phase of your life. Go luck!!!
johnny_dang: My little brother!!! I can never say enough good things about you. Again, i am truly blessed to know you, more blessed to hang out with you, and even more blessed to call you one of my best friends! You are an amazing person, and i hope that i can see you soon!
kneestotheearth: My little brother's little sister! You have one of the best attitudes towards life i have ever seen! I know you might be going through some rough times lately, but if you ever need anything, call me and ill do my best to help.
lips_spil: see believefaerie...i forgot you have a new name.
logic719:Pasta! you are one of the realest people i know, we need to hang out soon!
my_last_goodbye: Its almost been exactly 11 months since what i consider one of the worst days of my life. But in those 11 months i have grown so much. I think ive found whatever it was that i set off looking for. thank you so much for being so understanding. I miss you alot. I went from seeing you on a daily basis, to not seeing you in atleast the last 5 months. ITs been rough for me, but time heals all things, and im (finally) ready to be on "good terms" again. you were one of my best friends, and i hope one day it will be that way again. Thanks for letting me do what i had too. Im really happy that you are doing well.
partyandymal:My big brother! im glad to hear that you are back on your feet. I miss you a hell of alot!
spencerussery: You have become one of my best friends in no time at all. You are the most genuine guy i know. Ill call you in an instant the next time im downtown.
spoiled_emotion: Ryan purcellulite, i love you to death and the next time im in gwinnett we have to skate together, i havent really skated since i hit my head.
stepita_bonita: UGA and a tri delt, life must be good. Hopefully ill make it out to athens sometime soon, and hopefully ill see you when i go.
untilthursday: Cassie, i think you are the first girl i ever talked to about her boobs, i will never forget counting how many times customers "snuck" a look at your chest! I hope you are doing well! I dont know where you are these days, but hopefully we'll run across eachother sometime soon!
xatlzachx: you have given me most of my bad habits, thanks. I miss you asshole.
xlaureleix: Keep brian in line and out of trouble, im so happy that you two are together. I better see you next time im in town.
youreveningsky: I talk to you more than anyone else that lives outside of carrollton. I miss you to death! Thank you for letting me do what i have to. You will never know how much it means to me, or how much i care about you! You deserve nothing but the absolute best! I cant think about you and not smile.
So thats it for the lj names, sorry if i left you off, but its 2 am, even though it feels like 3.
So as for me, im doing well. I have some of the absolute best friends carrollton has to offer. They arnt any better or worse than the bbc. i hold alot of these guys close to my heart. They are what makes this place bearable for me. they remind me so much as all of the bbc guys. I miss all of you guys a lot. I cant wait to see the new house! I honeslty want to see all of you tomorrow, but i know it cant happen, so i think i made my self feel alittle better about it by telling you all what i think , and knowing you will wake up to it. i still feel torn between here and home, im just trying to cope with it.
goodnight
i cant say i miss you all enough...
To all of my friends at home, i miss you more than you will ever know. It sucks that i dont see you every weekend like last year. I feel like im missing out on alot. Just know that i am constantly thinking about all of you.
Im going to try to go through my friends list to let you all know how i feel:
acslaya:Kevin, i honestly miss seeing you and listening to whatever the hell is going on in your life. I hope you're doing well man.
anton_dang: You are by far one of the best friends anyone could ask for. I dont know how long its been since the "typhoid kids" & the "dad kids" started hanging out, but it has been one of the absolute best things to ever happen in my life! I dont know that i would be the person i am today without you, thank you so much!
believefaerie: Marissa, you have changed my life alot. I learned alot from you over the years, and you too are one of my best friends. It makes me sad that we dont get to hang out as much as we did in high school, or when you were here. Call me if you ever need anything!
car_ramrod: I miss the shit out of you! your prespective on life always made me smile, i hope i get to see you sometime soon, its always a good time for me.
cleancut: I dont know how long we have known eachother, but it seems like forever. You are one of the most loyal people i know, and i hope you are doing well. you never sease to make me laugh.
dadchrys: Its been way too long since ive seen you. We need to meet in atlanta for a show again. i dont know if you still get on this, but i miss you and think about you more than you know.
dana_red:What can i say? you are insane, and thats one reason why im so proud to call you my sister. I love you to death. P.s. since you came by the house, alot of brothers have been asking me about you.
dirk_mcwigly: I hope you read this. You know how i feel because we have spent countless nights spilling our guts to eachother. I hold you as one of my best and closest friends ever. Words do not describe the love and respect i have for you. Call me some time, i miss hearing your voice. You are a huge part of who i am today, and i cant thank you enough. And i feel the same way about mike, i know he doesnt have lj, so i thought id just throw that in.
feroxviscus: I miss you dude, i hope you are sucessful in whatever you are doing these days!
genevakids: You have taught me alot about life whether you realize it or not. I am blessed to have you in my life! I cant wait to see you again!
ikilled_jlennon: One person i miss terribly is matt. you have changed my life alot, mostly for the best. We NEED an old school hang out with you and sean sometime, i miss you two to death.
jennyshogren: Getting married?!?!?! Congrats, i respect you as much as anyone else, and im excited that youve found someone you love and are ready to start the next phase of your life. Go luck!!!
johnny_dang: My little brother!!! I can never say enough good things about you. Again, i am truly blessed to know you, more blessed to hang out with you, and even more blessed to call you one of my best friends! You are an amazing person, and i hope that i can see you soon!
kneestotheearth: My little brother's little sister! You have one of the best attitudes towards life i have ever seen! I know you might be going through some rough times lately, but if you ever need anything, call me and ill do my best to help.
lips_spil: see believefaerie...i forgot you have a new name.
logic719:Pasta! you are one of the realest people i know, we need to hang out soon!
my_last_goodbye: Its almost been exactly 11 months since what i consider one of the worst days of my life. But in those 11 months i have grown so much. I think ive found whatever it was that i set off looking for. thank you so much for being so understanding. I miss you alot. I went from seeing you on a daily basis, to not seeing you in atleast the last 5 months. ITs been rough for me, but time heals all things, and im (finally) ready to be on "good terms" again. you were one of my best friends, and i hope one day it will be that way again. Thanks for letting me do what i had too. Im really happy that you are doing well.
partyandymal:My big brother! im glad to hear that you are back on your feet. I miss you a hell of alot!
spencerussery: You have become one of my best friends in no time at all. You are the most genuine guy i know. Ill call you in an instant the next time im downtown.
spoiled_emotion: Ryan purcellulite, i love you to death and the next time im in gwinnett we have to skate together, i havent really skated since i hit my head.
stepita_bonita: UGA and a tri delt, life must be good. Hopefully ill make it out to athens sometime soon, and hopefully ill see you when i go.
untilthursday: Cassie, i think you are the first girl i ever talked to about her boobs, i will never forget counting how many times customers "snuck" a look at your chest! I hope you are doing well! I dont know where you are these days, but hopefully we'll run across eachother sometime soon!
xatlzachx: you have given me most of my bad habits, thanks. I miss you asshole.
xlaureleix: Keep brian in line and out of trouble, im so happy that you two are together. I better see you next time im in town.
youreveningsky: I talk to you more than anyone else that lives outside of carrollton. I miss you to death! Thank you for letting me do what i have to. You will never know how much it means to me, or how much i care about you! You deserve nothing but the absolute best! I cant think about you and not smile.
So thats it for the lj names, sorry if i left you off, but its 2 am, even though it feels like 3.
So as for me, im doing well. I have some of the absolute best friends carrollton has to offer. They arnt any better or worse than the bbc. i hold alot of these guys close to my heart. They are what makes this place bearable for me. they remind me so much as all of the bbc guys. I miss all of you guys a lot. I cant wait to see the new house! I honeslty want to see all of you tomorrow, but i know it cant happen, so i think i made my self feel alittle better about it by telling you all what i think , and knowing you will wake up to it. i still feel torn between here and home, im just trying to cope with it.
goodnight
i cant say i miss you all enough...