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you used to say you saw me everywhere and in everyone. i smiled and thought it was nice. you used to buy me things, asking nothing in return. id give you a hug and youd be happy. you used to want every waking moment with me, and i didnt understand why. now i see you everywhere and know exactly what you meant. id buy you anything, thinking not once of what i spent. i miss your smile at my stupid jokes. im miss your scent when we were close. id give you all my time if youd again be mine. i now understand everything i somehow once hadnt seen. you were right for me and now it might never be. youll never read this and youll go through your days with a smile, yet ill miss you all the while. id love to talk to you but im scared as hell of what youd say. that some other man has taken you away. he better know what he has, he better treat you right. treat you more than a woman....more like the love of his life. though we may be apart, know that you will always hold a piece of my heart. i took for granted the beaty that was you. this is something i will never again do.