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May 05, 2004 00:17

/Firewalled against everyone but myself.

I wonder if the future me-to-be will be able to read these?

I think about it a lot, lately. What's going to happen to me when I change the future. Will I be different? Will I remember this? Will this even have happened?

I know that the world will be a better place. Everyone will be safer, happier... but I won't exist. There'll be someone that looks like me, with my name and family and powers. But he won't be me, not really.

Maybe I'll just stay here, and the future me will grow up and be completely different from me, and I'll meet him one day and buy him lunch, and see how different he is.

And that? Will never happen. Life isn't like that. I'll undoubtedly be wiped from the face of reality in a heartbeat.

I know that it's worth it. I knew it when I stepped throught the portal, and I'm still sure of it. But...

No, no buts. I have a job to do, and I'm running out of time fast. I can't waste time wondering about things like this. Time to stop babbling, and get back to the Underworld.

/End Firewall
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