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The undercover thing with the Scabber demons was a bust. The sad part is that out of all of the time manipulation, that was the only lead, and it turned out to be a dead end. At least I got this cool coat...
/Firewalled against Leo, any Elders, or anyone who would tell him about this.
Mom and I are talking again. Sort of. I met with Grandpa last night, and it was.. weird, I guess. I don't remember him being this awkward, unsure... lost, almost. He wanted so badly to do what was right, to make up for the past. I might have let slip more than I should have, but... I needed to talk to someone, and he was always there, always understood. I hope that I didn't cause anything bad to happen...
/Firewall against everyone but myself
Maybe Grandpa was right, I should enjoy the time with Mom that I have, instead of thinking about what's going to happen. But I can't go through that again, lose her again. I can't.
On a brighter note, I actually played with Wyatt last night. It's hard, looking at him sometimes. All that I can see is what he'll become, what he'll do. But if I do this right, he won't become that, or do the things that he did in my time. He's just a baby, with his whole life ahead of him.
/End all firewalls
/Firewalled against Leo, any Elders, or anyone who would tell him about this.
Mom and I are talking again. Sort of. I met with Grandpa last night, and it was.. weird, I guess. I don't remember him being this awkward, unsure... lost, almost. He wanted so badly to do what was right, to make up for the past. I might have let slip more than I should have, but... I needed to talk to someone, and he was always there, always understood. I hope that I didn't cause anything bad to happen...
/Firewall against everyone but myself
Maybe Grandpa was right, I should enjoy the time with Mom that I have, instead of thinking about what's going to happen. But I can't go through that again, lose her again. I can't.
On a brighter note, I actually played with Wyatt last night. It's hard, looking at him sometimes. All that I can see is what he'll become, what he'll do. But if I do this right, he won't become that, or do the things that he did in my time. He's just a baby, with his whole life ahead of him.
/End all firewalls